I'm scared

 I'm scared I won't find a house.

I'm scared I will lose my jobs.

I'm scared I won't ever get a full-time library job.

I'm scared I won't be able to afford a house.

I'm scared I'll have to live on someone's couch.

I'm scared I'll have to put everything in storage, which I can't afford.

I'm scared I'll get stuck with Larry's debts.

I'm scared he will ruin my credit rating.

I'm scared he will screw me in some way that I haven't even thought of.

I'm scared he is saying terrible things about me to people I care about.

I'm scared this shitty marriage will ruin my kids' ability to find a healthy relationship.

I'm scared I'll never find someone to actually love me.