Day 2

Horrible day. Jeannie, Leo, Lisa and I spent the whole day going around and around on the phone, trying to make arrangements. The autopsy will be done today and Noah's body will be released. We're scattering his ashes in Madera Canyon, south of Tucson, next Friday night. Leo is convinced Noah took insulin when his blood sugar was already low. Jerry says it would kill him almost instantly. Leo says "death by mistake." It's just so senseless. We're all still staggered. I cried at the children's service tonight at the temple, just so grateful for my children and so sad for Jeannie who lost her child. It's the first time I've really cried, but not the last, for sure. People have been lovely. I've gotten so many kind calls and emails. Every life touches so many others.